February 2012
2 posts
I guess this will be the first night we won't talk...
My significant other lives 260+ miles away.
I honestly know you can live without seeing that person for a day.
January 2012
3 posts
Waiting for you to reply.
I wait for you to reply, and it drives me nuts, but when you reply at the end, I realize it’s all worth to wait.
I've lived without you once.
I can do it again.
December 2011
2 posts
1 tag
I'm done and over you.
x-alisaaaa:
I’m done playing with your childish games and your mind tricks that leaving me wondering whether or not you still like me. I can finally look at you without thinking about all the pain and tears you put me through. Instead, I can laugh at myself for being such an idiot wasting precious time on someone who didn’t give one fuck about me. I’m glad to say, I’m OVER you.
Dear Future Boyfriend,
I’m going to spoil you so god damn much.
November 2011
4 posts
Hey, Babe.
You and I are going to get “Infinite and Beyond” bracelets. K? k.
I love how I can be myself around you.
Burp whenever, fart whenever, cry whenever, be a fat ass whenever, and most importantly, be me.
Just to tell you...
I’m doing fine without you. Thank you.
I don't know if I should think positive or be...
You’re not talking to me, so…
Should I either think your phone is dead or you don’t want to talk to me?
October 2011
2 posts
I bet you're talking to someone else.
Just tell me so I don’t fall into your trap.
It's been a while since I've felt any butterflies.
So long that I forgot what it even felt like.
September 2011
3 posts
I need an instant mute button when my ears hear...
Because everything you say is bullshit.
There's just something about you...
That keeps me wanting to try to make you mine.♥
I thought I didn't like you.
Why am I even jealous?
August 2011
8 posts
It was hard.
It was hard when I changed your name from “Babe” to your original name on my contacts.
It was hard when I had to get used to the routine that you will never text me “Good Morning!” and “Good night<3”
It was hard getting used to no more late night phone calls.
It was hard not being able to be by your side anymore.
Mostly, it was hard letting you go.
What sucks is that...
You never stopped me from leaving.
Here's a basket full of I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
You led me on. You made me think I was truly yours, then fuck me over the next day. Deuces.
I want someone that I don't have to be lovey dovey...
Someone I can call my Mother Fucker.
You tell me you like me, then you don't.
What the fuck?
I wish I had never left you.
I wish we never left each other.
I wish we never agreed on letting each other go.
I wish we were still together.
I wish I still got good morning and goodnight texts from you.
I wish we still had late night phone calls and webcam sessions.
I wish you was just still mine.
When I'm doing just fine without you...
You start to talk to me.
Then it drives me nuts.
I kind of miss someone calling me..
Baby, Babe, Hun, Booboo, and mostly, calling me their own. I miss it.
July 2011
9 posts
I want a friend who'll always be there for me....
Not a boyfriend or girlfriend. That’s just labeling our friendship. A friend who’ll be there for me every night on the other phone. Someone who loves me… For me.
Even if it is distance.
I want someone that would put so much effort into talking to me as I am putting effort into talking to them.
I want them to send me kisses through the phone. Kisses just tell me that they like...
Ever since you left.
I’ve changed. You’ve changed me. You told me not to judge people for what they do, unless its towards myself.
Ever since you left, it’s so hard for me to like someone so fast.
You taught me a lesson to take things slow. Now, I guess it sunk in. Time is precious and I should cherish and savor every moment of it.
Thank you for teaching me a lesson to not trust anyone so much...
It always goes the same. They'll promise they'll...
Next thing you know.. They’re gone.
The time where...
You change their contact name from “Baby<3” to their actual name.
I think distance will be worth it.
When you see that person for the first time, or, seeing them from a long time away from each other, it feels like… It feels amazing that I can’t even describe.
1 tag
How I was so shy to say hi to him.
But, as I did, nothing really mattered. He came toward me and gave me a bear hug. It felt like he missed me, but then, we never even met.
As we were walking, I loved how he was just staring at my hand. I could tell he wanted to hold my hand. Next thing you know, we’re holding hands.
I loved how he was hold on tight like he didn’t want to let go, like, I mattered so much in his life, even...
I keep putting effort.
Are you ever going to do that?
I know I was the one who deleted you out of my...
I never realized what I had til’ it was gone. I wish I could just talk to you again. I know it was all my fault.
Anonymous asked: You've been saying loads of things about your ex, how you're heartbroken (I guess), annoyed/irritated, and mad. I could really relate to your problem, and I've been looking for someone, just like you to understand my problem. I've just got out of a relationship and I was the one to break up w. him. I think he still loves me or whatnot, but he seems to talk to me more than...
June 2011
8 posts
We were just fine the other day.
Talking, laughing, liking each other.
What happened?
Just tell me you don't want me.
Just tell me that I mean nothing to you. Just tell me you don’t want to be a part of me anymore. Just tell me the things you told me aren’t true. Just tell me you don’t like me. Just tell me to go away. I’ll understand. It’s better than just to leave me hanging.
If you're going to say you like me...
Prove it. You don’t put effort into talking to me, so, shows that I shouldn’t like you back. Saves time.
I'm happy without you.
I realized that I don’t need you in my life anymore.
Am I dreaming?
There's just something about you that makes me go...
I love how my hands fit when I hold yours.
I love how you’re so cute when you make the ugliest faces. I love how stupid you are. I love the sound of your laugh. I love how you hug me from behind. Overall, I love that your mine.
I admit. I'm a fucking bitch.
I admit. But, you know. I feel bad for leaving you… I just can’t talk to you. I admit. I can’t talk to you… I just.. can’t. You meant a whole shit load to me. You did. But, now… I can’t. I need to get out of your life. I need to not talk to you anymore.
I know I left you. &I have to say now… I really don’t care anymore. I don’t. I...
May 2011
12 posts
If you've lost feelings, tell me.
I don’t want to keep calling you these names when nothing affects you anymore. If there is no more sparks or butterflies. Tell me. I don’t like being in a fake relationship. More like, relationshit.
I like you, you like me.
It feels like you don’t want any part of this, so… I’ll let you go.
You're my best friend. My buddy. The reason why I...
I thank you for calling me every night just to talk. Even though we only talk at night, it’s been like a whole while. I love this feeling.
You’re worth waiting for when having phone calls. You make me laugh. You make me smile. Every time I talk to you, it feels like nothing in world matters now. Just you and me on the phone. Even if you’re thousands of miles away, your snore...
Those butterflies you give me.
Best feeling ever.
That feeling where...
Your crush calls you late at night.
When you come back...
I know things are going to get better.
I miss you.
I just want you to know that.
Just replaying that day over and over in your...
It hurts, I know. Just, be strong. You can do it.
You would know if you care for someone if...
You’ve cried when they left.